I need help in the worst way. let me give you. Little of my past first. I am 54 years old and married to a wonderful woman. We have been married for 33 years. I came from a very abusive home if you would ever call it a home lol. My father was a severe alcoholic and my mother was a enabler and very passive to all the torment that accrued on an hour by hour basis. there was no love in our house myself and my brothers and sisters all 6 of us and our mentally retarded brother were nervier accepted as siblings. We were mouths to feed and consumers that kept my parents miserable and broke,in sight of all of this I had many emotional problems through out my life. I somehow managed to find a women to marry me and we had a child the first year of marriage, I said to myself I will break this chain that bound me with my own children ,well after many years and three children later the family curse continues, my oldest son who is the middle child is 30 years old this April 5 and has lived at home now for the third time since he moved out at 17. He has two childern by two different moms and he is not with any of them,long story.....to get to the point he uses bathsalts alcohol,and anything else he can get. We have heard promise after promise on how he is going to get his life together but to no avail. He has stolen from my bank account and also most all of my possessions . He pay nothing to live with us and even eats us out of house and home. I have been threatened by him several occasions and have had the police at my house weekly. I know what most of you all are thinking.....throw him on the street. I cannot bring myself to do this and my wife and I are on our last nerve. To make matters even worse my 25 year old son still lives at home also but he is straight with no vices except he refuses to pay or do anything to help out around the house. This kid has no heart and no respect for no one. My wife and I are constantly being screamed at and told that it's are responsibility to raise him because he is our child. I have panic disorder and p.t.s.syndrome and feel like taking my life to escape this torcher . My whole life has been h-ll please help.