toughlovin
Well-Known Member
So I heard today that they have found a bed for my difficult child in a residential tx place.... I know nothing about the place at this point. They are getting him there tomorrow and want me to bring him some clothes at court.... problem is I dont know what time he will be getting to court, and his girlfriend has all his clothes and I cant get in touch with her. I have a work committment in the morning which I do not want to miss... the rest of the day is more flexible.
For some reason the uncertainty of the details is getting to me. I dont know why that is?
I was telling my husband today that I hope my son doesnt blow it and I should remind him not to steal!!! What am I saying? I need to just keep my mouth shut, do I really think my reminding him of anything will make any difference at all? This really is out of my hands, if he blows it and steals then he will do time. Pure and simple and he will still be safe. I need to really detach with love and let go of the outcome.
All I can do is let him know I love him.
But it is anxiety provoking.
*TL
For some reason the uncertainty of the details is getting to me. I dont know why that is?
I was telling my husband today that I hope my son doesnt blow it and I should remind him not to steal!!! What am I saying? I need to just keep my mouth shut, do I really think my reminding him of anything will make any difference at all? This really is out of my hands, if he blows it and steals then he will do time. Pure and simple and he will still be safe. I need to really detach with love and let go of the outcome.
All I can do is let him know I love him.
But it is anxiety provoking.
*TL