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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 679290" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>This piece fascinates me. The kind of train wreck fascination. (Oh. I have to remind you again for the 86th time about how looking outside the Amtrak train, I saw a white pick up truck explode in front of my face, which the train had hit. Which then turned into a crime scene, and we were frozen on the tracks for 5 hours. Poor man.)</p><p>You know, Cedar. I ran away from home at 5, too. I ran away from kindergarten. I remember like it was yesterday. I remember how angry my mother was but I remember not one bit of the feelings and what may have provoked it.</p><p>What a terrible thought. You know I gave Dolly to M because my son kept getting mad at her because she was not house trained. He brought her to his house. She loves him best still.</p><p>Road kill. Prey. </p><p></p><p>The most marvelous transformation she made was into an aggressor, a protector, an Alpha Female,<em> in her own mind</em>. She has never hurt anybody. But she came to glory in her own power. That is the best thing. </p><p></p><p>Do you know she gets mad at M? When he tells her to go back to her bed, that there are no more caresses. She will go to her bed, and turn her back and head to us. On strike. There is a word in Spanish that I love, "Mula." M says it to me, too, when I am mad with my nose in the air, that kind of mad. So Dolly gets Mula and so do I.</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 679290, member: 18958"] This piece fascinates me. The kind of train wreck fascination. (Oh. I have to remind you again for the 86th time about how looking outside the Amtrak train, I saw a white pick up truck explode in front of my face, which the train had hit. Which then turned into a crime scene, and we were frozen on the tracks for 5 hours. Poor man.) You know, Cedar. I ran away from home at 5, too. I ran away from kindergarten. I remember like it was yesterday. I remember how angry my mother was but I remember not one bit of the feelings and what may have provoked it. What a terrible thought. You know I gave Dolly to M because my son kept getting mad at her because she was not house trained. He brought her to his house. She loves him best still. Road kill. Prey. The most marvelous transformation she made was into an aggressor, a protector, an Alpha Female,[I] in her own mind[/I]. She has never hurt anybody. But she came to glory in her own power. That is the best thing. Do you know she gets mad at M? When he tells her to go back to her bed, that there are no more caresses. She will go to her bed, and turn her back and head to us. On strike. There is a word in Spanish that I love, "Mula." M says it to me, too, when I am mad with my nose in the air, that kind of mad. So Dolly gets Mula and so do I. COPA [/QUOTE]
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