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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 679520" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>As I reread my discourse on subjectivity, I am mildly embarrassed. </p><p></p><p>I had a nice encounter too when I went to the Gastro-enterologist. The internist who interviewed me thinks I probably do not have an ulcer but probably it is related to my IBS, my black vomit. Anyway, I get to have a colonoscopy and endoscopy. Lucky me.</p><p></p><p>She was such a nice lady, an Indian Lady. She said she was 10 years younger than I. She thought I looked remarkably good for a white person. I told her my mother had been closer to her own color than to mine, and I was lucky to have her skin. I told her that my mother was very beautiful and she told me that she could very much believe me, looking at me. It was a love fest. Of course, I told her how wonderful she looked for her age. We were in love. </p><p></p><p>Is that manipulation, too, Cedar?</p><p></p><p>My mother was very much like this in public. Except I am worse. </p><p></p><p>I am still here coming back to my shame with my cousin, and my sense of rejection.</p><p></p><p>When I am so able to risk with strangers, and draw them to me why does it not work with my own people? </p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 679520, member: 18958"] As I reread my discourse on subjectivity, I am mildly embarrassed. I had a nice encounter too when I went to the Gastro-enterologist. The internist who interviewed me thinks I probably do not have an ulcer but probably it is related to my IBS, my black vomit. Anyway, I get to have a colonoscopy and endoscopy. Lucky me. She was such a nice lady, an Indian Lady. She said she was 10 years younger than I. She thought I looked remarkably good for a white person. I told her my mother had been closer to her own color than to mine, and I was lucky to have her skin. I told her that my mother was very beautiful and she told me that she could very much believe me, looking at me. It was a love fest. Of course, I told her how wonderful she looked for her age. We were in love. Is that manipulation, too, Cedar? My mother was very much like this in public. Except I am worse. I am still here coming back to my shame with my cousin, and my sense of rejection. When I am so able to risk with strangers, and draw them to me why does it not work with my own people? COPA [/QUOTE]
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