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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 680081" data-attributes="member: 19522"><p>Even though she grew up from a pup, being mistreated, Dolly is okay. She is strong and sure and confident.</p><p></p><p> It is crazy, but I understand the question now. I know it isn't me, I am not the liar. What I experienced is true. I am glad that I have the opportunity here to explore that, because it answers a lot of questions for me. I can move forward with a clearer mind and heart. It is a weight lifted.</p><p></p><p>The cost was high, and set us up for a lifetime of self doubt. I have to say, in spite of it, I think we all did pretty good. There was always that undercurrent for me. To be able to look at it and understand more fully, is good, freeing.</p><p></p><p>Brave and kind is a miracle. Instead of timid and mean spirited. We took the grains of sand and turned them into pearls. I am glad Cedar that you embrace life as you do. It is how it is meant to be lived. Happy to be alive in our own lives that we love. There is much to be joyful about.</p><p></p><p> She is sacred and precious. So wide eyed and full of hope.</p><p></p><p> I understand. I am who I am.</p><p></p><p> Yes. My emotions are mine. Mine. And, they are okay, they always were.</p><p></p><p> It was scary and confusing. When I was sucked in to the game and let my guard go, trusted, only to be hurt again, I learned not to trust myself, too. I think that was the worst part about it. Losing that part of myself.</p><p></p><p> Yes, strong enough, it was never okay, but okay because there is no turning back in time and redoing. Only reflecting, remembering and cleansing. Out you go dung in the stables.</p><p></p><p> Climbing the mountain, one hand hold, foot hold at a time. She is not in the distance, she is near, encouraging me onward, upward.</p><p></p><p></p><p>It is okay, because the blue dog will be fed and loved and sung to.</p><p></p><p> Yes, I do know this Cedar, thank you for reminding me. What we invite in, is important , too.</p><p></p><p>Thank you Cedar</p><p></p><p>(((HUGS)))</p><p>leafy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 680081, member: 19522"] Even though she grew up from a pup, being mistreated, Dolly is okay. She is strong and sure and confident. It is crazy, but I understand the question now. I know it isn't me, I am not the liar. What I experienced is true. I am glad that I have the opportunity here to explore that, because it answers a lot of questions for me. I can move forward with a clearer mind and heart. It is a weight lifted. The cost was high, and set us up for a lifetime of self doubt. I have to say, in spite of it, I think we all did pretty good. There was always that undercurrent for me. To be able to look at it and understand more fully, is good, freeing. Brave and kind is a miracle. Instead of timid and mean spirited. We took the grains of sand and turned them into pearls. I am glad Cedar that you embrace life as you do. It is how it is meant to be lived. Happy to be alive in our own lives that we love. There is much to be joyful about. She is sacred and precious. So wide eyed and full of hope. I understand. I am who I am. Yes. My emotions are mine. Mine. And, they are okay, they always were. It was scary and confusing. When I was sucked in to the game and let my guard go, trusted, only to be hurt again, I learned not to trust myself, too. I think that was the worst part about it. Losing that part of myself. Yes, strong enough, it was never okay, but okay because there is no turning back in time and redoing. Only reflecting, remembering and cleansing. Out you go dung in the stables. Climbing the mountain, one hand hold, foot hold at a time. She is not in the distance, she is near, encouraging me onward, upward. It is okay, because the blue dog will be fed and loved and sung to. Yes, I do know this Cedar, thank you for reminding me. What we invite in, is important , too. Thank you Cedar (((HUGS))) leafy [/QUOTE]
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