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ALL THIS - IT's at the least half my faul..I cannot see it any other way-I have tried
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<blockquote data-quote="dollphyn" data-source="post: 473015" data-attributes="member: 13020"><p>Thank you all very much! I know in my brain that each and every one of you are right..and bless your hearts, each one on a heck of a ride with your own problems and your own mountains to climb...just that my heart tells me different, and I guess in time I will get pass this feeling...I know what I have done is all I had left to do for my son..I am trying to think of it that way...that it is something I have done to help him..probably the last thing. I was, and still am to a degree, in a slump this morning and woke up thinking what if I had not woke up? What if I had died in my sleep or what if this is my last day on earth?...do I want to leave here without my son hearing my last words..so I sit down and typed out a 2 page letter to him...if I die before I ever reconcile with him, I want that letter to be handed to him..I do not want to leave this earth without my last attempt for him to understand why I did what I did..I know he being an adult should know, but the sad thing is I really don't think he does...but maybe one day it will hit him up side the head, who knows..untill then I think I am going to go about my business, take care of my mother the best I can, and my husband, who has been brushed aside so many times in the past years so my son can get the attention. I need to pull up carpet in two more rooms in my house(one of these days we're getting some wood flooring).I need to paint the entire inside of the house and get some new ceiling fans and new doors hung...but right now, at this minute, I'm gonna go bake a chocolate pie!! Bless you all..bless your hearts..and bless your families...may peace find each and everyone of you!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="dollphyn, post: 473015, member: 13020"] Thank you all very much! I know in my brain that each and every one of you are right..and bless your hearts, each one on a heck of a ride with your own problems and your own mountains to climb...just that my heart tells me different, and I guess in time I will get pass this feeling...I know what I have done is all I had left to do for my son..I am trying to think of it that way...that it is something I have done to help him..probably the last thing. I was, and still am to a degree, in a slump this morning and woke up thinking what if I had not woke up? What if I had died in my sleep or what if this is my last day on earth?...do I want to leave here without my son hearing my last words..so I sit down and typed out a 2 page letter to him...if I die before I ever reconcile with him, I want that letter to be handed to him..I do not want to leave this earth without my last attempt for him to understand why I did what I did..I know he being an adult should know, but the sad thing is I really don't think he does...but maybe one day it will hit him up side the head, who knows..untill then I think I am going to go about my business, take care of my mother the best I can, and my husband, who has been brushed aside so many times in the past years so my son can get the attention. I need to pull up carpet in two more rooms in my house(one of these days we're getting some wood flooring).I need to paint the entire inside of the house and get some new ceiling fans and new doors hung...but right now, at this minute, I'm gonna go bake a chocolate pie!! Bless you all..bless your hearts..and bless your families...may peace find each and everyone of you! [/QUOTE]
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