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<blockquote data-quote="blackgnat" data-source="post: 625934" data-attributes="member: 13561"><p>Thank you! I love what both of you ladies said!</p><p></p><p>MWM-I don't think he gave out my address to anyone, I think it was a question of the collection agency tracing him because of my letters to him(2 in a total of 5 months) and they found this new address of mine. But my reaction when I saw HIS name on MY address just gave me the heebie-jeebies.</p><p></p><p>My concern is really that I have lived for quite some time without his drama-as opposed to living it every day for YEARS -and I love that. So when I get the increase in phone calls and requests for more stuff in jail (this is the first time I've ever sent anything during the multiple times he has been incarcerated) I feel I am slipping back into the old ways, when he was the Puppetmeister. I mean, I didn't realize it and all of a sudden I pulled myself up short and thought "This is just NOT ON". Besides, who LIKES jail? It's not supposed to be a summer camp where your ma sends treats. God, I'm an idiot...</p><p></p><p>I guess it's good that I am feeling uneasy and that my Spidey senses are tingling. I recognize the manipulation for what it is and am girding my loins against more of the same.</p><p></p><p>But please, be as direct as you like! I love it and need it so I can get my way out of the FOG (Fear Obligation and Guilt) that might be descending on me.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="blackgnat, post: 625934, member: 13561"] Thank you! I love what both of you ladies said! MWM-I don't think he gave out my address to anyone, I think it was a question of the collection agency tracing him because of my letters to him(2 in a total of 5 months) and they found this new address of mine. But my reaction when I saw HIS name on MY address just gave me the heebie-jeebies. My concern is really that I have lived for quite some time without his drama-as opposed to living it every day for YEARS -and I love that. So when I get the increase in phone calls and requests for more stuff in jail (this is the first time I've ever sent anything during the multiple times he has been incarcerated) I feel I am slipping back into the old ways, when he was the Puppetmeister. I mean, I didn't realize it and all of a sudden I pulled myself up short and thought "This is just NOT ON". Besides, who LIKES jail? It's not supposed to be a summer camp where your ma sends treats. God, I'm an idiot... I guess it's good that I am feeling uneasy and that my Spidey senses are tingling. I recognize the manipulation for what it is and am girding my loins against more of the same. But please, be as direct as you like! I love it and need it so I can get my way out of the FOG (Fear Obligation and Guilt) that might be descending on me. [/QUOTE]
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