I am not sure I can go through all of this again this year. I went on vacation last week with some friends. difficult child got sick while I was gone, and missed school Wed. Thurs. and Fri. And, now we are back to square one of the I don't care about school I won't go to school, just take me to the hospital etc. My PTSD is in full force right now. I am beating myself up for leaving for a week. She was doing so well. Why did I risk it. husband of course has said that he is completely fed up, and he is done with her, and will not be getting involved. difficult child went to the Dr. last week, but didn't have strep. But, something is going on, because her behavior has spiraled. My sweet girl is so far gone. Again. We have an appointment. with our pediatrician. to have the mono test they recommended. And, I got an emergency appointment. with the psychiatrist for 3:30 this afternoon. Please keep her in your thoughts, fingers pretzeled and beads rattled that I get some kind of help today. I am really not sure that I can handle this again. Not about school. It is too hard.