and delivered another cut card, several of them to my home for easy child ofcourse!! Funny thing is and i have to try to find laughter in all of this, i really do or i'll scream he the postman usually comes late and I miss the mail!! LOL Yet today, there's that delivery poor guy he probably wanted to bang it out and go enjoy his holiday. Merry Christmas easy child you are now suspended!! Ok the letter didn't say that yet it should of, they timed it well, huh..? I guess the school's getting fed up, last mos. was in house for telling off a teacher, this mos. she's now graduated to full suspension. Hmm problem cause she got 3 or 4 cut cards in a week. Also when this school gives out a 4 p.m. detention that means you did something really bad. So, get this she has a 4 p.m. detention two of them and then the suspension. I"m glad I reached out to that guidance counselor last week. I guess this will all be tackled in the new year, the new job, transitioning difficult child into fact Mom works again and easy child, and meeting for her i'm going to have a hard time explaining to a new job yea sorry i've been here fora week but i need time off. I gotta say I adore my kids, I really do. I feel like it's my time now to some extent. I really do. That may seem wrong, yet I"ve been holding at the gate for almost a year now, caring for difficult child getting her functional. It's time for me to fly again. I guess i'm just going to have to figure out how to do that and manage these children of mine like everyone else does. They just require time as we all know. difficult child alone i had to quite my old job, throw easy child issues into the mix and meetings for her i'm giong to be buried. Yet she's mine also and obviously needs me bigtime. She's probably cutting to be with boyfriend since she's been grounded now. I confronted her on it and just said oh well you are suspended now, and told her why. The usual oh their crazy blah blah blah. I said baby girl it is what it is, how can you lie your way outta this one! your either present and accounted for or your not. ahhh such is life. I don't want to come down on her today and ruin our holiday. I guess my fit will hold.