Last night was the worst one yet. She finally, for maybe the second or third time since this all started in early July, broke down crying. The shaking was just soooo violent and her muscles were soooo sore.
She sat on a chair, not the recliner, and shook so much she shook herself out of the chair. Of course, with the jerking, she couldn't catch herself. Just one more ache and it was the final straw. I finally got to sleep around 7. Then husband woke me up at 8 because he didn't want to open her pill box for her. He wasn't sure if she should be taking her reg medications with the MRI tomorrow.
I called the doctor and found where we are to go for the MRI (I lost the directions - my bad). I got the full run down of events for after the MRI. Looks like the Sam's outing Jessie wants to do is fine if she feels up to it.. We need to go afterwards if we can but we don't need as much as expected. My mom was at Sam's yesterday when I called her to see if one of her friends had grandkids who needed a violin with that deal I found yesterday. Mom got the cold stuff we needed so if Jess isn't up to it tomorrow we can just skip it. That takes a BIG load off of tomorrow.
Please continue to keep good thoughts in your mind and heart for us, esp for Jessie. Through ALL of this she STILL apologizes if she thinks she has snapped at any of us, STILL tries to do chores and schoolwork, and actually THANKED me for staying up all night with her lately, reassuring her, giving her backrubs etc....
I was flabbergasted. It never even occurred to me that I wouldn't do those things. I was surprised by the strength she continues to have.
Jessie is closer to the end of her rope than I have ever seen her. I don't know how much more she can take.
She had a bump on her leg she thought was a zit. Being 14, she looked at it and popped it. There was a BUG inside it. I didn't see it but she is usually right on target when she says things. No reason to think she is wrong. The bump has only been there since Saturday, so it is not a cause for this shaking, but it really upset her. I was upset FOR her and husband was so grossed out he looked like he wanted to hurl.
I made sure it was cleaned out, used peroxide and then put some bactroban on it. Then I went and told husband about it, and about how fragile she is today. He is "on call" to keep her comfortable and keep her sitting down for as much of the day as possible.
If ANYONE has heard of the bug thing, or has any suggestions for us, they are appreciated.
Thanks for listening. And helping.
Susie
She sat on a chair, not the recliner, and shook so much she shook herself out of the chair. Of course, with the jerking, she couldn't catch herself. Just one more ache and it was the final straw. I finally got to sleep around 7. Then husband woke me up at 8 because he didn't want to open her pill box for her. He wasn't sure if she should be taking her reg medications with the MRI tomorrow.
I called the doctor and found where we are to go for the MRI (I lost the directions - my bad). I got the full run down of events for after the MRI. Looks like the Sam's outing Jessie wants to do is fine if she feels up to it.. We need to go afterwards if we can but we don't need as much as expected. My mom was at Sam's yesterday when I called her to see if one of her friends had grandkids who needed a violin with that deal I found yesterday. Mom got the cold stuff we needed so if Jess isn't up to it tomorrow we can just skip it. That takes a BIG load off of tomorrow.
Please continue to keep good thoughts in your mind and heart for us, esp for Jessie. Through ALL of this she STILL apologizes if she thinks she has snapped at any of us, STILL tries to do chores and schoolwork, and actually THANKED me for staying up all night with her lately, reassuring her, giving her backrubs etc....
I was flabbergasted. It never even occurred to me that I wouldn't do those things. I was surprised by the strength she continues to have.
Jessie is closer to the end of her rope than I have ever seen her. I don't know how much more she can take.
She had a bump on her leg she thought was a zit. Being 14, she looked at it and popped it. There was a BUG inside it. I didn't see it but she is usually right on target when she says things. No reason to think she is wrong. The bump has only been there since Saturday, so it is not a cause for this shaking, but it really upset her. I was upset FOR her and husband was so grossed out he looked like he wanted to hurl.
I made sure it was cleaned out, used peroxide and then put some bactroban on it. Then I went and told husband about it, and about how fragile she is today. He is "on call" to keep her comfortable and keep her sitting down for as much of the day as possible.
If ANYONE has heard of the bug thing, or has any suggestions for us, they are appreciated.
Thanks for listening. And helping.
Susie