toughlovin
Well-Known Member
So I think I am doing pretty well, trying to go on with my life, keeping busy, trying not to be overly focused on difficult child.... but of course I am anyways.... and it comes out in my dreams. I woke up early this morning with a start because I dreamt of that phone call where difficult child told us he had been kicked out of the program. It was so real and of course so familiar!! I am dreading that phone call because I know I need to hold firm if that happens. I am trying not to project onto the future but it is so hard. I did manage to go back to sleep... but I thought to myself even in sleep it is hard to let the worries go!!
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