yes boys and girls I have officially & certifiably lost it! difficult child I has court 2morrow for breaking probation. The good thing was that he had gotten a job, so he probably would not be sent back to JV. But now difficult child I is gone, he left the house, after calling me every name in the book and my Dad a MF'r. I am fighting with my Mom because it's been an hour and I have to call the police, she doesn't think I should she thinks I should wait. he is now breaking probation again and I guess he does not care about his new job very much. I tried to call S2BX to allow him some imput on the decision process here, but evil mother in law picked up, so I hung up. Sigh I wanna puke.