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<blockquote data-quote="Hound dog" data-source="post: 150766" data-attributes="member: 84"><p>Bless you all. You are my rock, I hope you know that. </p><p> </p><p>I'm hoping and praying with all my heart and soul that this time, this one time I am so very very wrong. God let it be so. I'm praying that what I've been feeling is just the stress coming to a head, and that I'm over-reacting because of the stress.</p><p> </p><p>Star and busy you are so very right. And I know that. There is not one doctor who can give a reason my son survived at birth. Not one. Not in all of the speicalists he's seen over the years. I've always know that each and everyday for him has been a gift, even as hard as it's been. I and cherish and am truely thankful for each of those days and all the wonderful memories, both the good and the bad.</p><p> </p><p>But right now I'm feeling very selfish, very self-centered. </p><p> </p><p>Two hours to go and I'm trying hard not to go into panic mode. I'm hoping husband will be home early. I didn't ask him this time. I don't know why I didn't. I should've asked him. But I'm doing my best to make this a no big deal thing til we know one way or the other.</p><p> </p><p>I really wish I'd ask him. <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/felttip/pouting.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":pouting:" title="pouting :pouting:" data-shortname=":pouting:" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Hound dog, post: 150766, member: 84"] Bless you all. You are my rock, I hope you know that. I'm hoping and praying with all my heart and soul that this time, this one time I am so very very wrong. God let it be so. I'm praying that what I've been feeling is just the stress coming to a head, and that I'm over-reacting because of the stress. Star and busy you are so very right. And I know that. There is not one doctor who can give a reason my son survived at birth. Not one. Not in all of the speicalists he's seen over the years. I've always know that each and everyday for him has been a gift, even as hard as it's been. I and cherish and am truely thankful for each of those days and all the wonderful memories, both the good and the bad. But right now I'm feeling very selfish, very self-centered. Two hours to go and I'm trying hard not to go into panic mode. I'm hoping husband will be home early. I didn't ask him this time. I don't know why I didn't. I should've asked him. But I'm doing my best to make this a no big deal thing til we know one way or the other. I really wish I'd ask him. :pouting: [/QUOTE]
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