Ladies,
Thank you so much for your kindness and good thoughts. You didn't miss anything - I didn't post anything. [I know, my bad]. We should really share these things - you know like Sam Wise Gamgee of the Shire - 'share the load'. I say that because my entire body felt yesterday like a Hobbits feet look.
The crux of the entire situation boils down to Dude not doing what he knows he is supposed to be doing regarding probation. Me trying and not successfully I may add to detach from him failing to meet his obligations after four years with only three months left to go. This leaves our pathetic bank account even more dismal compounded by the fact that at one time emptying it was with the hopes that we were doing a good thing in helping him stay out of prison. Now after all that it seems he has chosen to just (can't use the word I'd like to here given my mood) wants to skip out on everything. Top that off with a text message that was so weird it left me wondering if he had fallen victim to my x and wasn't even alive? To say the least I just had a really split day somewhere between - detach, detach, detach and OMG, OMG, OMG - ack. blargh....
I did have some really lovely emails of care and I appreciate you girls so much and the looooo(yawn omg can she really talk that much?)ng phone calls - thanks for that - passes tissue for ear.
(the answer is no not usually - but occasionally yes)
The good news is - (almost afraid to post that -ahem) Dude did call today; so he is okay. The rest is ----ah heck I guess I'll believe it when I see it. Ya know. Fhooey. (rolls eyes, exhales and goes back to normal, mundane life)
Thanks again.
Hugs & Love back at ya'll
Star