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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 225125" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Yes, he is very fragile, sensitive, sweet - and at times a horrible monster.</p><p>GVC the thing that is really hard for me is that I agreed to only have supervised calls with Matt since his last rage. The staff felt that our phone calls caused Matt to be more emotional - which is probably true. None the less I can really offer little to this situation. The supervised calls total 30 minutes a week, one of which was calls was where the fact I could not see him on cmas was dumped on him (and me, because I thought they had already told him.)</p><p></p><p>There is little room for me to be anything in this situation. I feel stripped of my warrior mom persona - which is the one thing that would keep me fighting through times like these. The dr won't even answer my phone calls. I can only have blind trust - and try to focus on things that I <em>can</em> affect. At this point I am trying to figure out what that is in my life. It is not work, or family - it will have to be something I create for myself.</p><p></p><p>And for the love of god - somehow, someway - Matt needs a life, & a chance to overcome his own demons!!!!! Someone, besides me is going to have to stick with him through this, thick and thin, until he can be successful on his own. Why can't <em>someone</em> in this world rise to the occasion and commit to that?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 225125, member: 3301"] Yes, he is very fragile, sensitive, sweet - and at times a horrible monster. GVC the thing that is really hard for me is that I agreed to only have supervised calls with Matt since his last rage. The staff felt that our phone calls caused Matt to be more emotional - which is probably true. None the less I can really offer little to this situation. The supervised calls total 30 minutes a week, one of which was calls was where the fact I could not see him on cmas was dumped on him (and me, because I thought they had already told him.) There is little room for me to be anything in this situation. I feel stripped of my warrior mom persona - which is the one thing that would keep me fighting through times like these. The dr won't even answer my phone calls. I can only have blind trust - and try to focus on things that I [I]can[/I] affect. At this point I am trying to figure out what that is in my life. It is not work, or family - it will have to be something I create for myself. And for the love of god - somehow, someway - Matt needs a life, & a chance to overcome his own demons!!!!! Someone, besides me is going to have to stick with him through this, thick and thin, until he can be successful on his own. Why can't [I]someone[/I] in this world rise to the occasion and commit to that? [/QUOTE]
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