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difficult child is truly evil....
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<blockquote data-quote="JKF" data-source="post: 627597" data-attributes="member: 12470"><p>I have read all of your replies and advice and well wishes over and over and over again. This board comforts me so much because I know I'm not alone. I have beautiful, caring people out there cheering me on. I can't thank you all enough for that. </p><p></p><p>I so want to reply to each and every one of your posts and quote some of the amazing advice you've given to me but right now my head is spinning. I'm dizzy. My chest is pounding. I can't breathe. I feel physically ill. My stomach is in knots. </p><p></p><p>I looked on difficult child's Facebook page (in spite of my resolve not to) and he's posting that he'll be back here in NJ by the end of next week. So, yeah, we all know what that means. He'll show up here. He'll call nonstop. He won't take NO for an answer because he's just not capable of that. Things will escalate. Something bad will happen. He'll be back HERE in my space and my safety net will be gone once again. I'll live in fear of him showing up, breaking in, trying to hurt us. I won't be able to sleep at night out of fear that he'll break in and kill us. I won't be able to leave my house without fearing that he'll break in and take our things. I'll be constantly looking over my shoulder at all times. I won't be able to relax or enjoy my life anymore. All of it will start all over again. It will be as if he never left. I was starting to put the pieces of myself back together and now I feel as if I'm shattering all over again. I don't think I can do this anymore. I don't have the strength. </p><p></p><p>He just tried to call me and text me. I didn't answer or respond. His text was a simple "Hey Mom <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" />". As if he were a normal child just saying hello to his mother. As if he weren't a sociopath who destroyed the life of his grandfather and will soon be back here to finish destroying the rest of us. </p><p></p><p>I think I'm going to throw up now.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JKF, post: 627597, member: 12470"] I have read all of your replies and advice and well wishes over and over and over again. This board comforts me so much because I know I'm not alone. I have beautiful, caring people out there cheering me on. I can't thank you all enough for that. I so want to reply to each and every one of your posts and quote some of the amazing advice you've given to me but right now my head is spinning. I'm dizzy. My chest is pounding. I can't breathe. I feel physically ill. My stomach is in knots. I looked on difficult child's Facebook page (in spite of my resolve not to) and he's posting that he'll be back here in NJ by the end of next week. So, yeah, we all know what that means. He'll show up here. He'll call nonstop. He won't take NO for an answer because he's just not capable of that. Things will escalate. Something bad will happen. He'll be back HERE in my space and my safety net will be gone once again. I'll live in fear of him showing up, breaking in, trying to hurt us. I won't be able to sleep at night out of fear that he'll break in and kill us. I won't be able to leave my house without fearing that he'll break in and take our things. I'll be constantly looking over my shoulder at all times. I won't be able to relax or enjoy my life anymore. All of it will start all over again. It will be as if he never left. I was starting to put the pieces of myself back together and now I feel as if I'm shattering all over again. I don't think I can do this anymore. I don't have the strength. He just tried to call me and text me. I didn't answer or respond. His text was a simple "Hey Mom :)". As if he were a normal child just saying hello to his mother. As if he weren't a sociopath who destroyed the life of his grandfather and will soon be back here to finish destroying the rest of us. I think I'm going to throw up now. [/QUOTE]
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