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difficult child stold her brothers car and crashed!
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<blockquote data-quote="exhausted" data-source="post: 519096" data-attributes="member: 11001"><p>difficult child slept until 1:00 yesterday. When she got up her dad was home from his secomd job and we had a talk. I don't know why because it gets nowhere, but we felt she needed to here us. When we asked her if she felt any remorse she said yes, I told my brother how sorry I was. She said we expect her to show her feeling in a certain way and just because she doesn't do it our way doesn't mean she doesn't have any feelings. She told me in tears that she would never be the 6 year old little girl I wanted her to be. She expressed that despite all the treatment she never felt good inside-that the antidepressants just were a legal knumbing pill and made her want to hurt someone or herself. You think the things I do are to hurt you but they are to hurt myself! She said I am never going to get better and why don't you just give up? Get rid of me and stop trying to love me! You only love me because you have to. I'll be gone soon and I wont need your permission for anything.</p><p></p><p>So there you have it. The nowhere, hopeless conversations we have. How much is truth and how much is manipulation? Despite her injuries she dressed and took off. She went to her other friends house (her gay friend) and did not come home last night. I actually got a few hours sleep.</p><p></p><p>I am going to buy myself some new spring clothes and go to dinner with my son and husband. I hope she stays gone until then! She has sabotaged almost every holiday and birthday for years-I just don't know if it is on purpose or what.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="exhausted, post: 519096, member: 11001"] difficult child slept until 1:00 yesterday. When she got up her dad was home from his secomd job and we had a talk. I don't know why because it gets nowhere, but we felt she needed to here us. When we asked her if she felt any remorse she said yes, I told my brother how sorry I was. She said we expect her to show her feeling in a certain way and just because she doesn't do it our way doesn't mean she doesn't have any feelings. She told me in tears that she would never be the 6 year old little girl I wanted her to be. She expressed that despite all the treatment she never felt good inside-that the antidepressants just were a legal knumbing pill and made her want to hurt someone or herself. You think the things I do are to hurt you but they are to hurt myself! She said I am never going to get better and why don't you just give up? Get rid of me and stop trying to love me! You only love me because you have to. I'll be gone soon and I wont need your permission for anything. So there you have it. The nowhere, hopeless conversations we have. How much is truth and how much is manipulation? Despite her injuries she dressed and took off. She went to her other friends house (her gay friend) and did not come home last night. I actually got a few hours sleep. I am going to buy myself some new spring clothes and go to dinner with my son and husband. I hope she stays gone until then! She has sabotaged almost every holiday and birthday for years-I just don't know if it is on purpose or what. [/QUOTE]
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