hey, yup me again so i pulled the remeron last night. i cut the pill down night before to half of 7mg. an already cut pill. she was really jumpy so i pulled her in bed with-me. not best idea yet she needed to be calmed down. so she fell asleep at 4. she has zero energy today. guess the not eating is catching up to her now. i'm really glad i have the appointment on monday it's starting to unnerve me. unfortunately my ex has her this weekend. which i'm nervous about because of last time what happened him forcing her to eat getting mad at her etc. i told him last night she's nervous to go with-u due to that. he promised not to pull any weird moves. totally don't trust him. today he took day off to come out early. i tried to explain that she's up all night and is sleeping a whole lot more as of late. so today he text stating he'll be here at 12:30 i told him that won't work, she's still sleeping. i siad i'm sorry i know it's a long drive but she's really out i'm trying to wake her. he calls me cursing me out, screaming yelling, ranting raving insulting me. i was like wooo calm down. got to point i had to basically threaten him and state if you do not get a handle on you she will not be going with you this weekend. your like a loose cannon and there is no way i can send her with-you that way. go take a waLk, get it together i'll work on waking her. how i'm selfish etc. selfish?? i can't even listen to that man he's totally insane. he mirrors' everything. i'Tourette's Syndrome all what he is when he yells at me. it brings back memories of a decade ago and having cops remove him from our home when she was only a little over a year due to his behavior. anger mgt classes, therapy i had courts make him take etc. it's like who needs this bs while i'm handling what i'm am. and she still sleeps.