Started cleaning difficult child's car (legally mine). Found this little angel (see picture) under the driver's seat. I have no clue where it came from. I threw out tons of junk but will likely keep this forever. I wish I knew where he got it and why he kept it. going to take several passes and a carpet cleaner to make that car acceptable again. I came in showered and washed my hair. Just felt filthy, sad and angry. There are ashes everywhere which I assume are pot. difficult child doesn't care about anything anymore. he's supposed to start training for his new job in the morning. He mentioned it was at the store in a nearby town and he may need a ride. Haven't heard from him since Tuesday. Since I have his SS card, I figure he won't work until he gets that. *just grieving. Making progress. Moving through it.