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<blockquote data-quote="DammitJanet" data-source="post: 413822" data-attributes="member: 1514"><p>I often do the what if game. I always think I have more than a passing right to because I was such an idiot with my youth. If I had only made the right decisions instead of all the completely wrong ones...where oh where could I have ended up?</p><p></p><p>Well...that is an iffy game. I certainly wouldnt have the kids I have today. I for sure wouldnt have met Tony because I would have never moved to Myrtle Beach with my mom. I would have been at some fancy college. Then I would have married later after a career doing who knows what but then I may have met a man who may not have accepted me when my disorders and disabilities eventually showed up. Im sure they would have eventually. You cant stop nature. So maybe I would have ended up in my late 30's with a man who would have left me high and dry to suffer alone...or with kids to raise alone...while I was sick. Then there would have been just me to take on my mom too while I was sick. </p><p></p><p>Maybe my life wouldnt have been so great even if I had gone another way. Maybe I would have had it easier in some ways...financially maybe...but maybe not in finding someone who loved me from hello. Who would stick with me through hell and high water. I kind of think maybe fate had a hand in my life. Maybe I just shouldnt play the what if game.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DammitJanet, post: 413822, member: 1514"] I often do the what if game. I always think I have more than a passing right to because I was such an idiot with my youth. If I had only made the right decisions instead of all the completely wrong ones...where oh where could I have ended up? Well...that is an iffy game. I certainly wouldnt have the kids I have today. I for sure wouldnt have met Tony because I would have never moved to Myrtle Beach with my mom. I would have been at some fancy college. Then I would have married later after a career doing who knows what but then I may have met a man who may not have accepted me when my disorders and disabilities eventually showed up. Im sure they would have eventually. You cant stop nature. So maybe I would have ended up in my late 30's with a man who would have left me high and dry to suffer alone...or with kids to raise alone...while I was sick. Then there would have been just me to take on my mom too while I was sick. Maybe my life wouldnt have been so great even if I had gone another way. Maybe I would have had it easier in some ways...financially maybe...but maybe not in finding someone who loved me from hello. Who would stick with me through hell and high water. I kind of think maybe fate had a hand in my life. Maybe I just shouldnt play the what if game. [/QUOTE]
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