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Do they just want to destroy their mamma?
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<blockquote data-quote="lovemysons" data-source="post: 652039" data-attributes="member: 3305"><p>Pasajes and InsaneCdn, thank you both for the hugs. </p><p></p><p>With oldest difficult child it's not that he wants me to "jump through hoops for him"...sigh, he just doesn't want anything to do with me at all. In fact...In another day and time, he would probably be among the first to stone me to death. </p><p></p><p>InsaneCdn...</p><p>I have heard it all. One friend told me that my "son's allowed evil in our home and that I was the weakest link and attacked." </p><p>My hairdresser believes that I am paying for a "past life sin". </p><p></p><p>I don't know of anything other than poor genetics that lead to my having Bipolar Disorder and eventually a mania-induced psychotic breakdown. Interestingly enough...my psychotic breakdown WAS all about God and the Devil fighting for my soul. My psychiatrist told me this is commen. </p><p></p><p>I just wish both of my son's had a relationship with God on a healthy level. Oldest difficult child apparently believes he and wife are judge and jury...says I am "in the flesh". Young difficult child does not believe at all. </p><p></p><p>Both of my son's are addicts/alcoholics. I had so wanted to believe that my oldest son was doing well...despite his religious beliefs. I now know that he is still struggling. </p><p></p><p>On a sweet note...husband brought me home some beautiful white roses last night. He must have known my heart would be hurting and could use some kindness...some love. </p><p></p><p>Thank you both for reaching out to me. </p><p>LMS</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="lovemysons, post: 652039, member: 3305"] Pasajes and InsaneCdn, thank you both for the hugs. With oldest difficult child it's not that he wants me to "jump through hoops for him"...sigh, he just doesn't want anything to do with me at all. In fact...In another day and time, he would probably be among the first to stone me to death. InsaneCdn... I have heard it all. One friend told me that my "son's allowed evil in our home and that I was the weakest link and attacked." My hairdresser believes that I am paying for a "past life sin". I don't know of anything other than poor genetics that lead to my having Bipolar Disorder and eventually a mania-induced psychotic breakdown. Interestingly enough...my psychotic breakdown WAS all about God and the Devil fighting for my soul. My psychiatrist told me this is commen. I just wish both of my son's had a relationship with God on a healthy level. Oldest difficult child apparently believes he and wife are judge and jury...says I am "in the flesh". Young difficult child does not believe at all. Both of my son's are addicts/alcoholics. I had so wanted to believe that my oldest son was doing well...despite his religious beliefs. I now know that he is still struggling. On a sweet note...husband brought me home some beautiful white roses last night. He must have known my heart would be hurting and could use some kindness...some love. Thank you both for reaching out to me. LMS [/QUOTE]
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