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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 125674" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>your a hundred percent right. i do need to take care of me it's just that right now things are very very hectic at a very "crisis" sort of mode as per my therapist. i have to move fast and swiftly stay focused and clear and make best decisions on the fly. </p><p></p><p>setting up plan for bigger difficult child now to ensure she wont' go down completely. continuing to ensure columbia testing is set up for little difficult child, dealign with school who is pushing hard and getting frustrated teacher who is honestly at her wits end. a dad who is in hospital just finished surgery yesterday they need me yet i cannot be there right now. i went yesterday and had to run otu of pre op about 3 times for various calls from columbia her pyschdoc, etc.</p><p></p><p>it's hectic for sure without a doubt. i used to sob in shower, it's changing now though i'm in robot mode moving as fast as i possibly can to keep it altogether. a close friend's dad died i couldn't even be there for her as well. terrible terrible. i used to be a great friend.</p><p></p><p>i appreciate all of you sharing your thoughts and fears with me. i know i'm not alone.</p><p></p><p>just seems so tiring at times.</p><p></p><p>i want to send both kdis with dad this weekdn to refill my cup so to speak a little quiet time in between laundry and chores. yet the older difficult child is claiming wants to stay home doe'snt want to go to dad's house sick she may have mono waiting on confirmation yet i truly need some space see selfish i feel bad about that like bad mom.</p><p></p><p>what to do, what to do??</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 125674, member: 4514"] your a hundred percent right. i do need to take care of me it's just that right now things are very very hectic at a very "crisis" sort of mode as per my therapist. i have to move fast and swiftly stay focused and clear and make best decisions on the fly. setting up plan for bigger difficult child now to ensure she wont' go down completely. continuing to ensure columbia testing is set up for little difficult child, dealign with school who is pushing hard and getting frustrated teacher who is honestly at her wits end. a dad who is in hospital just finished surgery yesterday they need me yet i cannot be there right now. i went yesterday and had to run otu of pre op about 3 times for various calls from columbia her pyschdoc, etc. it's hectic for sure without a doubt. i used to sob in shower, it's changing now though i'm in robot mode moving as fast as i possibly can to keep it altogether. a close friend's dad died i couldn't even be there for her as well. terrible terrible. i used to be a great friend. i appreciate all of you sharing your thoughts and fears with me. i know i'm not alone. just seems so tiring at times. i want to send both kdis with dad this weekdn to refill my cup so to speak a little quiet time in between laundry and chores. yet the older difficult child is claiming wants to stay home doe'snt want to go to dad's house sick she may have mono waiting on confirmation yet i truly need some space see selfish i feel bad about that like bad mom. what to do, what to do?? [/QUOTE]
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