timer lady
Queen of Hearts
but I'm "not abiding" by the team's idea that kt cannot be left home alone for an hour or two.
The girl will be 16 this July.
I have a much needed appointment to get the brakes on my car checked out - I've canceled that appointment 3 times now due to issues for kt. I finally got another appointment scheduled & I likely will not be home when kt gets home from school. I should be home within an hour of her arriving home.
The team is "suggesting" that I run all over heck & back to pick her up early from school & take her with me. OR will my niece come over & take my car in? OR can I reschedule for a different time? I don't even know how this came up.
Be that as it may, I'm doing none of the above ~ I have to start scheduling rehab now. I have to get things done & my body doesn't generally get moving (but a couple times a month) before 10:30 or so. Too much pain.
I told the team that kt would have to have staff in place before she got here (hasn't happened) & if that wasn't the case I would have to continue to go for treatment & the other adult things that must be done.
I don't know if I'm looking for answers or I just needed a place to vent as I haven't been able to get back to rehab. And after going on 10 years of all this I'm done.
My life is now back to revolving around ktbug in a way that shouldn't be at this age. I'm resenting the heck out of this kid & the one across town that eats up my every living moment; remember the song "You Are Always on My Mind" ~ that's kt & wm.
Thanks for listening.
The girl will be 16 this July.
I have a much needed appointment to get the brakes on my car checked out - I've canceled that appointment 3 times now due to issues for kt. I finally got another appointment scheduled & I likely will not be home when kt gets home from school. I should be home within an hour of her arriving home.
The team is "suggesting" that I run all over heck & back to pick her up early from school & take her with me. OR will my niece come over & take my car in? OR can I reschedule for a different time? I don't even know how this came up.
Be that as it may, I'm doing none of the above ~ I have to start scheduling rehab now. I have to get things done & my body doesn't generally get moving (but a couple times a month) before 10:30 or so. Too much pain.
I told the team that kt would have to have staff in place before she got here (hasn't happened) & if that wasn't the case I would have to continue to go for treatment & the other adult things that must be done.
I don't know if I'm looking for answers or I just needed a place to vent as I haven't been able to get back to rehab. And after going on 10 years of all this I'm done.
My life is now back to revolving around ktbug in a way that shouldn't be at this age. I'm resenting the heck out of this kid & the one across town that eats up my every living moment; remember the song "You Are Always on My Mind" ~ that's kt & wm.
Thanks for listening.