so...... easy child is slowly adjusting to the zoloft, she's having some side effects yet we are trying to ride it out.
she was really naseous yesterday and last night had a terrible stomach ache so i gave her pepto bismol. she's still home and agreed to give it till sat. to see if it all balances out. than yesterday about 45 min after i gave her the first pill she went into a rage. now normally as of late she can do this. i was able to difuse it yet i wondered if it was easy child or due to medication. i guess i gotta watch today to see what happens with it.
we had a long talk last night about stuff and she did apologize for the other night, told me where the anger came from, difficult child. stated difficult child messed with-her as soon as i got out of truck and often does that when i'm not looking than i get upset with-easy child. it's soo hard to judge when you arent' right there .
difficult child i got her to sleep last night it took 1 tryptophan 500mg, 2 tablespoons of calm that stuff i bought at natural food store and 1 50mg of seroquel. within an hour and alot of agitation and arguing with me to sleep she fell off before midnite!! now funny thing is husband snored until 1am. when i finally begged him to change positions so i was up anyway LOL>
round and round we go............ kids came to me last night concerned for me, my happiness etc. my marriage husband and i had an argument yesterday over scheduling and he said some things he shouldn't of yet again. i told them we need to get things under control here with the 3 of us, rules, etc. i discussed with them, being open talking things through etc.
they agreed to both try harder, it was nice to see the two of them talk together i just played mediator. difficult child said you never talk to me about my bipolar and i dont' feel like your a real sister to me when i need you. easy child kinda swelled up in the eyes. easy child said your mean to me and come after me why i dont' know. difficult child said why are you home are you ok, i am worried about you.
let me just say the healthiest half hour talk i've ever seen between the two of them. husband got mad because i stood my ground and stayed home with-kids as opposed to running with-him to kids plays that were given to us last minute. i stuck to my guns yet with-a price to pay
she was really naseous yesterday and last night had a terrible stomach ache so i gave her pepto bismol. she's still home and agreed to give it till sat. to see if it all balances out. than yesterday about 45 min after i gave her the first pill she went into a rage. now normally as of late she can do this. i was able to difuse it yet i wondered if it was easy child or due to medication. i guess i gotta watch today to see what happens with it.
we had a long talk last night about stuff and she did apologize for the other night, told me where the anger came from, difficult child. stated difficult child messed with-her as soon as i got out of truck and often does that when i'm not looking than i get upset with-easy child. it's soo hard to judge when you arent' right there .
difficult child i got her to sleep last night it took 1 tryptophan 500mg, 2 tablespoons of calm that stuff i bought at natural food store and 1 50mg of seroquel. within an hour and alot of agitation and arguing with me to sleep she fell off before midnite!! now funny thing is husband snored until 1am. when i finally begged him to change positions so i was up anyway LOL>
round and round we go............ kids came to me last night concerned for me, my happiness etc. my marriage husband and i had an argument yesterday over scheduling and he said some things he shouldn't of yet again. i told them we need to get things under control here with the 3 of us, rules, etc. i discussed with them, being open talking things through etc.
they agreed to both try harder, it was nice to see the two of them talk together i just played mediator. difficult child said you never talk to me about my bipolar and i dont' feel like your a real sister to me when i need you. easy child kinda swelled up in the eyes. easy child said your mean to me and come after me why i dont' know. difficult child said why are you home are you ok, i am worried about you.
let me just say the healthiest half hour talk i've ever seen between the two of them. husband got mad because i stood my ground and stayed home with-kids as opposed to running with-him to kids plays that were given to us last minute. i stuck to my guns yet with-a price to pay
