soo yup easy child again today. she's really pushing the limits as is difficult child behaviorally right now. so i told easy child last night unfortunately there is a price to pay you have to be grounded for a mos., take your medications, we'll get you into therapy in a week and a half once your a bit calmer. it'll all be ok. we'll take the pysch letter and treating therapist to court next mos. yet i told her specifically you have to listen you can't break rules here too. that means adhering to the punishment of the grounding. ok np problem she told me after her earlier fit of teling me once again she wanted to off herself prior to pyschdoc appointment. so long story short today she's texting me that she's having a horrible day, how her friend wont' even look at her i was trying to be supportive via text not slam her. i say ok i'll get you after school. she says no i'll take the bus home.i said you hate bus wha'Tourette's Syndrome up tell me the truth. no further text. so i show up at house a bit ago after 4 and no easy child. she was never here you could tell. so i got nervous pulling up to be honest. all the words of her saying she wanted to die, than last night at pyschdoc's appointment i was so embarrassed they said we mailed bill to your house and someone wrote deceased on it and mailed it back. easy child did that! it was her handwriting. so i call my brother who spoke to her last night and said any clue where she may be? he said no. called husband said text and call her please. cause as a mom you get nervous what if she decided to kill herself? so long story short the kid finally answers my texts. she's like i'm so sorry yet i can't come home i need to be with-the one friend that i have. than she says well if i come home i'll kill myself. again the death threat. so she than calls me hysterical crying how her life is horrible, she can't take it anymore she wants to go to her friends house why can't i just give her one night to be with-her friend etc. how she is now getting texts from her ex best friend and their family telling her what a loser she is, the choices she is making, etc. how she got her friend in trouble. meanwhile i swear on my life this other kid is the one she does drugs, smokes, has been a really bad kid i knew it tried to tell mom years ago keep an eye on her etc. yet because she doesn't get in trouble in school mom's in denial. question is what do i do. husband and i are texting and i'm like she's saying she wants to off herself she's out in the street somewhere stating just let me have one night. do i give it to her, and fold? than if i do will i than lose control of her. the deal was you have to obide by the rules here. or do i call the cops? husband said call the cops. sooo confusing. so sorry coming here again for help from my friends.