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<blockquote data-quote="Confused" data-source="post: 649122" data-attributes="member: 18100"><p>Well, I have always wanted to help those in need, even if they have done me or others wrong( as long as not too wrong) and I never wanted to hurt anyone's feelings, so yes, its hard to say "no". But even behind that theres the obligation and guilt as well. Weird combo I know. Depends on the person, maybe all I don't know. Somethings have been happening this week, some thinking, confusion, I just dont know what all this is with me. I havent figured it out yet, no not depression. Let me explain: sort of explain</p><p></p><p>So tonight son said he was staying, but yet wanted to go for soda to gpas and stay with me, but yet half asleep wouldnt go, but yet getting mad for me needing to leave. Well after a big issue my dad got dressed went down and fixed gpas heat and door and came back home. Son earlier was once again throwing rocks into the street not caring when cars came by and thats scaring the hell out of me. He started to take off to get his own fries today barefoot and hes not even allowed to go around the block alone! He broke the mailbox, ripped up our plastic for our landscaped yard,his threats, anger, daughter just wanting her darn comp games.. Laundry is sitting in gpas washer he only has fancy clothes left to wear now, no job, it just goes on and on. ( lady was suppose to do it I thought) Anyways, sons second or now third comment about me staying home with him has hit me hard. He usually goes no issues-on his own. Daughter barely leaves her room so as long as she doesnt have to even go out side ( which I told her she will be walking with us starting this week for 20 min a day daily) shes not happy but oh well! She only wants to leave on her terms.. ha!</p><p></p><p>I am just feeling so weird I cant explain it.. I dont know.. I don't know. I know I cant work at night no matter because Im a single mom, Im scared because what if thats the only job offered my way for a long time? Well, if I even got that offer? If my kids cant handle me gone to gpas, how will they handle me at work yet they want me to work? What if that was at night? I need to work! Im just feel so weird and cant explain it. I cant even get out what Im trying to say, I dont know what Im saying, I just know, something is off.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Confused, post: 649122, member: 18100"] Well, I have always wanted to help those in need, even if they have done me or others wrong( as long as not too wrong) and I never wanted to hurt anyone's feelings, so yes, its hard to say "no". But even behind that theres the obligation and guilt as well. Weird combo I know. Depends on the person, maybe all I don't know. Somethings have been happening this week, some thinking, confusion, I just dont know what all this is with me. I havent figured it out yet, no not depression. Let me explain: sort of explain So tonight son said he was staying, but yet wanted to go for soda to gpas and stay with me, but yet half asleep wouldnt go, but yet getting mad for me needing to leave. Well after a big issue my dad got dressed went down and fixed gpas heat and door and came back home. Son earlier was once again throwing rocks into the street not caring when cars came by and thats scaring the hell out of me. He started to take off to get his own fries today barefoot and hes not even allowed to go around the block alone! He broke the mailbox, ripped up our plastic for our landscaped yard,his threats, anger, daughter just wanting her darn comp games.. Laundry is sitting in gpas washer he only has fancy clothes left to wear now, no job, it just goes on and on. ( lady was suppose to do it I thought) Anyways, sons second or now third comment about me staying home with him has hit me hard. He usually goes no issues-on his own. Daughter barely leaves her room so as long as she doesnt have to even go out side ( which I told her she will be walking with us starting this week for 20 min a day daily) shes not happy but oh well! She only wants to leave on her terms.. ha! I am just feeling so weird I cant explain it.. I dont know.. I don't know. I know I cant work at night no matter because Im a single mom, Im scared because what if thats the only job offered my way for a long time? Well, if I even got that offer? If my kids cant handle me gone to gpas, how will they handle me at work yet they want me to work? What if that was at night? I need to work! Im just feel so weird and cant explain it. I cant even get out what Im trying to say, I dont know what Im saying, I just know, something is off. [/QUOTE]
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