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Family of Origin (FOO) Support Thread Part 2
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<blockquote data-quote="Scent of Cedar *" data-source="post: 663689" data-attributes="member: 17461"><p>Not only trying to spread the hell, SWOT. Remember Copa posting about the way her sister acted when their mother was so sick? That was pure hatred. So, I thought back to what I would have to feel for someone before I celebrated, before I insisted, before I freaking latched on to and would never, ever let go of, a mental illness label.</p><p></p><p>[MEDIA=youtube]zuuzipXwjnw[/MEDIA]</p><p></p><p>Now, I am thinking back to all the times, to all the things, little and big, that my sister has committed against me.</p><p></p><p>And when I look at it like that...there they are. So many, so really unbelievably many things. I just can't understand it, can't get the why behind it. But given that I think you two are very fine people and your sisters are doing that exact same thing too...it must be true that I am not hateful. </p><p></p><p>I must not deserve this treatment.</p><p></p><p>I never needed her, and I never had what I needed from my mother but look.</p><p></p><p>Here I am.</p><p></p><p>:O)</p><p></p><p>Not just living. (Remember I would always post "I lived.") Living and loving and relishing my time. I wonder how much of their time has been taken up in the pleasure of hatred for me?</p><p></p><p>I expect it now.</p><p></p><p>Never vulnerable to them, again.</p><p></p><p>It is what it is and I accept.</p><p></p><p>Cedar</p><p></p><p>And here's the thing, you guys: <em>Who cares?!?</em> For heaven's sake, I've never been comfortable around them and thought it was me. It was them all along!!!</p><p></p><p>That means?</p><p></p><p><em>I am free.</em></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Scent of Cedar *, post: 663689, member: 17461"] Not only trying to spread the hell, SWOT. Remember Copa posting about the way her sister acted when their mother was so sick? That was pure hatred. So, I thought back to what I would have to feel for someone before I celebrated, before I insisted, before I freaking latched on to and would never, ever let go of, a mental illness label. [MEDIA=youtube]zuuzipXwjnw[/MEDIA] Now, I am thinking back to all the times, to all the things, little and big, that my sister has committed against me. And when I look at it like that...there they are. So many, so really unbelievably many things. I just can't understand it, can't get the why behind it. But given that I think you two are very fine people and your sisters are doing that exact same thing too...it must be true that I am not hateful. I must not deserve this treatment. I never needed her, and I never had what I needed from my mother but look. Here I am. :O) Not just living. (Remember I would always post "I lived.") Living and loving and relishing my time. I wonder how much of their time has been taken up in the pleasure of hatred for me? I expect it now. Never vulnerable to them, again. It is what it is and I accept. Cedar And here's the thing, you guys: [I]Who cares?!?[/I] For heaven's sake, I've never been comfortable around them and thought it was me. It was them all along!!! That means? [I]I am free.[/I] [/QUOTE]
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