I guess I just feel mad. I feel stronger about doing something with my difficult child. I cant stand this way of life. I did call his outpatient counselor and told him he needed to be moved up in care because he was continuing smoking pot and whatever else. They said they could move him to inpatient somewhere. I will also maybe call his probation officer. Something has to be done about this. He went to the er and they prescribed him klonopin. We did not take him nor did we fill the prescription. I can already tell the difference. He is kinda drowsy acting but still wants to drink and smoke pot too. He said he would not but of course I never believed him. Pray for me that I will stay strong and do what I need to do. One of my difficult child's friends mothers put a restraining order out on their son and he cant come back home - he is living in a motel. Maybe that is an idea.