Just wanted you all to know that H and I are filing for a legal seperation at 3:30 today. We are meeting at an attorny's office, chosen by me. I have received legal advice from people I am comfortable with and I am very comfortable with what we are agreeing on. We will split everything we have both worked just as hard for, exactly 50/50 if this goes to divorce, and not one penny more or less. I want to go for the legal seperation right now as we are both in total agreement right now of what is going to happen and it will be put on paper legally. This will put an end to him trying to convince me I should be getting anything less or different. Now I feel I can truley take the time I need, without worrying about finances etc. to decide what I want to do with my life. I've known about this appointment since Monday, but I wasn't ready to post it. I know everyone here is so supportive and everything anyone says to me is in my best interest, but I needed to do this my way without having to many different opinions from to many people. I didn't want to get confused and start second guessing what I was doing. Wish me luck. Keep me all in your thoughts in about 45 minutes from now. I feel like I am going to throw up. I know it's the right thing and it's what needs to be done, especially with all the bizarre things he has been doing lately, but it doesn't make it any easier to know I am beginning the process of possibly ending a life I have known for 30 years.