I had my sister in law come over and mow the yard while difficult child is in psychiatric hospital. He found a baggie with weed in it and told me that the outer window was broken. The window was probably his latest damage done the night he went to the hospital. It just gets better and better. I have to wonder if his latest spat of aggression is related to drug use mixed with his prescribed medications. I will have to mention this to his doctor and therapist. He will of course deny it and because I did not find it until now, he will no doubt say it is not his and that he did not break the window. I wish I could be more optomistic about his progress and future. Why would someone go out of their way to be so self destrutive. He can be the sweetest most loving kid you could ever meet. Even at his worst he can be so darn likable and yet at the same time be destructive and manipulative. I am in a constant state of not knowing what to make of all of this. He is such a contradiction.