I get such strength from your replies. Thank you all.... difficult child continues to stay with a family he met in a meeting. We message briefly through FB. He is talking with his sponsor every day. Had a breakdown of sorts last night. Finally gave in to my emotions. Today I feel as if I had food poisoning. It's not that...it's everything else. Awoke from a dream where God's voice was asking me, "So, are you going to trust Me, or not?" I'm trying to.... At least for right now, difficult child appears sober and clean.