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<blockquote data-quote="Chaosuncontained" data-source="post: 465344" data-attributes="member: 11016"><p>I've been depressed as far back as I can remember. Started as a result of sexual abuse, parents divorcing, Mom remarrying... Progressed to me leaving home to live with my Aunt... where I felt more like a visitor than a family member. I don't mean they treated me that way--I just FELT that way. I married young, was in love and thought that would solve my problems. It didn't. He was controlling. I became more depressed. Thinking I deserved it. Then I had easy child#1. Gave me something to live for. 10 years later...after 2 miscarriages and medical "help" we had #2...then 15 months later, #3 (Carson) and 3 years after THAT...#4. Depressed. all though it all. On Zoloft when PG with Carson.</p><p></p><p>Therapy didn't help me. Or it would for a short time...then I'd feel I was wasting everyones time and money. Anti depressants didn't help for very long either. Six months after #4 was born I was dignosed as having Bipolar Disorder.</p><p></p><p></p><p>I had THOUGHT about suicide up until then. Then I actually had a plan...and I was going to take my 6 month old with me. Very delusional thinking. Going in hospital, getting different therapy and medication helped me. But I still have major mood swings between happy/normal (hypomania) and crazy, mean <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/2012/censored2.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":censored2:" title="censored2 :censored2:" data-shortname=":censored2:" /> *****. </p><p></p><p>I hope you find his "key"... But I seriously doubt that staying with a friend is going to help. You can't depend on someone else to make or keep you happy... just doesn't work that way.</p><p></p><p>HUGS</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Chaosuncontained, post: 465344, member: 11016"] I've been depressed as far back as I can remember. Started as a result of sexual abuse, parents divorcing, Mom remarrying... Progressed to me leaving home to live with my Aunt... where I felt more like a visitor than a family member. I don't mean they treated me that way--I just FELT that way. I married young, was in love and thought that would solve my problems. It didn't. He was controlling. I became more depressed. Thinking I deserved it. Then I had easy child#1. Gave me something to live for. 10 years later...after 2 miscarriages and medical "help" we had #2...then 15 months later, #3 (Carson) and 3 years after THAT...#4. Depressed. all though it all. On Zoloft when PG with Carson. Therapy didn't help me. Or it would for a short time...then I'd feel I was wasting everyones time and money. Anti depressants didn't help for very long either. Six months after #4 was born I was dignosed as having Bipolar Disorder. I had THOUGHT about suicide up until then. Then I actually had a plan...and I was going to take my 6 month old with me. Very delusional thinking. Going in hospital, getting different therapy and medication helped me. But I still have major mood swings between happy/normal (hypomania) and crazy, mean :censored2: *****. I hope you find his "key"... But I seriously doubt that staying with a friend is going to help. You can't depend on someone else to make or keep you happy... just doesn't work that way. HUGS [/QUOTE]
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