I spoke about it with a couple of people in my alchohol group last night. They said that the women there are brutal. They scream and yell to get the point across. I do not like screaming and yelling. It gives me anxiety attacks. One man at my group told me that in his class, there was a little girl who stood up there crying over her mother who got killed by a drunk driver. That's even worse. I already feel guilty for something I never did wrong. I hope this class goes by quickly. It's supposed to last for about 2 hours and 15 minutes. My coworker tells me to just tune it out and think about something else. I am not that heartless. I can't tune out other's people's rage and heartbreak. So I will sit through it and be as strong as I can. Hopefully I won't cry. I have been dreading going to this thing for the past month. Hopefully it won't be as bad as I think, but I'm already expecting the worst. Wish me luck.