WMM - I too want to add my {{{hugs}}} for you. Our furbabies are such a part of our families that to lose them is just so painful. You are much stronger than I am. I keep praying that my furbabies go peacefully in their sleep. At least, I do have a vet that will come to the home. I've already informed husband that I will have to take leave when the time comes. Heck, I still miss my Buddy and it's over 10 years since I had to put him down.
Beau sounds like such a wonderful dog. I'm glad you got to share in his life.