Well.... what an interesting few days it has been.
First of all, Droid (difficult child 1) was home from my brother's for a couple days. JJ has been visiting too. I don't know if I replied or not to that, but JJ has a different father than Satanica and Droid. A wonderful man, the total opposite of their idiot sperm donor.
Anyways, Droid and Satanica get along like a Siamese cat and a wolf. I can see that when he comes back for school, life here is over for me. He can stay at his aunt's house, and would prefer to, but Fastone refuses to let him go even though he's 16. I feel as if she is just addicted to the chaos and stress whereas I'm completely fed up with it. I am trapped and there isn't anything I can do about it unless I simply go live in my tent somewhere. But the compost is going to be knee deep once Droid is back, I see that already.
Satanica still the same... Fastone decided that trying to get her to stop smoking cigarettes wasn't high on the priority list. Whatever... not my problem. I'm already detached. I don't think Fastone will ever detach... she seems to be waiting to wake up and find all the difficult child issues have disappeared. I can't really stuff anymore anger. I'm a ticking time bomb.
First of all, Droid (difficult child 1) was home from my brother's for a couple days. JJ has been visiting too. I don't know if I replied or not to that, but JJ has a different father than Satanica and Droid. A wonderful man, the total opposite of their idiot sperm donor.
Anyways, Droid and Satanica get along like a Siamese cat and a wolf. I can see that when he comes back for school, life here is over for me. He can stay at his aunt's house, and would prefer to, but Fastone refuses to let him go even though he's 16. I feel as if she is just addicted to the chaos and stress whereas I'm completely fed up with it. I am trapped and there isn't anything I can do about it unless I simply go live in my tent somewhere. But the compost is going to be knee deep once Droid is back, I see that already.
Satanica still the same... Fastone decided that trying to get her to stop smoking cigarettes wasn't high on the priority list. Whatever... not my problem. I'm already detached. I don't think Fastone will ever detach... she seems to be waiting to wake up and find all the difficult child issues have disappeared. I can't really stuff anymore anger. I'm a ticking time bomb.