I want to apologize for not being on the board lately. I mean, I come here every day and read up on everyone. I pray for you all. But lately, I don't know. It's weird. I don't feel up to posting. Not that there is anything wrong (or at least out of the ordinary; Tink is still a mess) but I just feel like I've said the same things over and over..."oh sorry to hear that, I'll keep you in my thoughts, rattle some beads, blah blah blah". It feels so fake. I can't seem to come up with an original idea. Am I making any sense? Just know that I am still here and I care about each and every one of you.