I want to first let everyone know I got the test results back from my cat scan done today and it was not good news.. I MIGHT have cancer in the c7 location of my neck, I got to go see a specialist. I'm scared to death.. So please keep me in all your prayers I really need them this time around.. Second I need some advice I got a boyfriend and alot that know me on here, know that he can be a real **** most of the time. Well I ment this really nice guy online and we have been talking for awhile and I ment him today for the frist time. I haven't felt the way I felt when I was with him in a long time. I dnt know what to do. I was happy. Completeiy happy. Any advice..