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<blockquote data-quote="Time To Let Go!" data-source="post: 693360" data-attributes="member: 20505"><p>I could use some positive words right now. My heart is aching as if my 24 year old little girl actually died. There's nothing worse than having to choose over your children. But today, after an exhausting 14 years of giving everything humanly possible and getting nothing back but deceit, theft, drug abuse, money for therapists, doctors and lawyers as well as serious legal threats and physical altercations, long term disappearances and personal guilt....I believe I finally let her go. I would probably have continued getting abused, but I have my two wonderful sons to think about. Two boys who painfully watched our lives turned upside down by their sister and have been waiting way to long for this day for peace. Funny how an 18 and 20 year old could see so much I was blind to. In hindsight, chose to be blind to. Worse yet, I always rose to her defense, scolding them for not treating her right. I knew I finally did the right thing, when I literally watched two young men exhale, as if I just cured them from disease! Still, does the pain ever go away. Do you ever really give up hope? Can you ever be sure you'll stay strong in you're decision and stop feeling guilt. Do you ever stop thinking there may have been that one last thing you should have tried? Anyone want to tell me it gets better? Because right now, I feel and fear I may never recover!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Time To Let Go!, post: 693360, member: 20505"] I could use some positive words right now. My heart is aching as if my 24 year old little girl actually died. There's nothing worse than having to choose over your children. But today, after an exhausting 14 years of giving everything humanly possible and getting nothing back but deceit, theft, drug abuse, money for therapists, doctors and lawyers as well as serious legal threats and physical altercations, long term disappearances and personal guilt....I believe I finally let her go. I would probably have continued getting abused, but I have my two wonderful sons to think about. Two boys who painfully watched our lives turned upside down by their sister and have been waiting way to long for this day for peace. Funny how an 18 and 20 year old could see so much I was blind to. In hindsight, chose to be blind to. Worse yet, I always rose to her defense, scolding them for not treating her right. I knew I finally did the right thing, when I literally watched two young men exhale, as if I just cured them from disease! Still, does the pain ever go away. Do you ever really give up hope? Can you ever be sure you'll stay strong in you're decision and stop feeling guilt. Do you ever stop thinking there may have been that one last thing you should have tried? Anyone want to tell me it gets better? Because right now, I feel and fear I may never recover! [/QUOTE]
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