babyblue31
New Member
I took a hot shower tonight with no interruption, and it felt great. I am so glad that there is hardly a rough time with bed time. He did the cutiest thing tonight he brought me his sippy cup, and said mommy it's time for bed... It's times like that, That I forget all about the bad behavior, and the eating problems. I almosted cried, I'm surprized I didn't sence I have been a basket case lately.. With all the EXTRA stress I've been under, And I do believe I am really depressed.. I often wonder if things would have been different if me and my sons father stayed together, and if he wasn't murder in novemer.. Really how do you explain that to a 3y old, That's how old my son was when it happened a week before thanksgiving.. That hoilday is one that will necer be the same again... Altrhough I had all ready moved on with my life, I know that Iwas and still am in love with him.. Someone tell me how you can be in love with a dead man.. Again thank all of you for your support and understanding.....
(just a little i miss u for my sons father!!!!!!)
(just a little i miss u for my sons father!!!!!!)