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How bad can bi-polar get? Any experience here?
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<blockquote data-quote="Iwantpeace" data-source="post: 657644" data-attributes="member: 18531"><p>I am in the fog. I am okay at work some how. I have a job where I encourage others. I hear myself sometimes thinking, "that sounds good, I need to take my own advice". Then the moment I'm alone in the car- on my way home, the fog comes, along with despair, tears, fear, hopelessness, anger. I have been getting moments of fleeting peace when I do all I know to do and use the tools I have in my box. I am in the beginning stage with all this. I dont know where this ship is going with my son. I am in mourning for all that I've lost, I'm in mourning for what my son has lost, and I'm in mourning for my grandchild and what he has lost. I think that might be the most painful of all is the thought of my grandchild. That brings out loud screams at time because it's so unbearable. I find myself feeling a little jealous of those of you on this site who have that significant other, I wonder if it helps to not be alone on this scary ship. I miss what use to be my family. I am grateful to have this place to speak so honestly.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Iwantpeace, post: 657644, member: 18531"] I am in the fog. I am okay at work some how. I have a job where I encourage others. I hear myself sometimes thinking, "that sounds good, I need to take my own advice". Then the moment I'm alone in the car- on my way home, the fog comes, along with despair, tears, fear, hopelessness, anger. I have been getting moments of fleeting peace when I do all I know to do and use the tools I have in my box. I am in the beginning stage with all this. I dont know where this ship is going with my son. I am in mourning for all that I've lost, I'm in mourning for what my son has lost, and I'm in mourning for my grandchild and what he has lost. I think that might be the most painful of all is the thought of my grandchild. That brings out loud screams at time because it's so unbearable. I find myself feeling a little jealous of those of you on this site who have that significant other, I wonder if it helps to not be alone on this scary ship. I miss what use to be my family. I am grateful to have this place to speak so honestly. [/QUOTE]
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