My car payment was due on the 16th of July. I went out to go to the doctors office and get my blood pressure checked. They put a boot on the steering wheel. I am disgusted I have been trying very very hard to keep it together and everything is fallng apart. Everything. How much more can one mind take. Buses don't run where I live and I don't know how I am going to be able to keep my job. Ugh. I am beginning to wonder if someone has made a voodoo doll of me and is messing with me real badly. ugh. My car has now been repossed, one of my best friends died, my cat died (Mandy) this morning, I have been at the hospital with blinding migraines for two days and my difficult child is getting ready to be a ward of the State. There's no phone, very little food, and just not a whole lot going right with my world. Ugh, this has to get better. SOON.