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I can't stop the pain
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<blockquote data-quote="Nancy" data-source="post: 413681" data-attributes="member: 59"><p>At times my heart hurts so bad and the pit in my stomach feels like a rock. I know that difficult child is sinking further and further and she is becoming unreachable. I know in my heart that this has to happen if she is ever going to hit rock bottom but last night I hurt so bad that I thought to myself that it would be easier if I knew she was dead. Isn't that just a horrible thing to think? I couldn't get through the day without breaking into tears everytime I went somewhere or saw something that reminded me of her. If I knew she were not coming back ever I could grieve and get on with my life. But this uncertainlty, waiting for the other shoe to drop, watching her fall into this hole is just awful.</p><p></p><p>Nancy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Nancy, post: 413681, member: 59"] At times my heart hurts so bad and the pit in my stomach feels like a rock. I know that difficult child is sinking further and further and she is becoming unreachable. I know in my heart that this has to happen if she is ever going to hit rock bottom but last night I hurt so bad that I thought to myself that it would be easier if I knew she was dead. Isn't that just a horrible thing to think? I couldn't get through the day without breaking into tears everytime I went somewhere or saw something that reminded me of her. If I knew she were not coming back ever I could grieve and get on with my life. But this uncertainlty, waiting for the other shoe to drop, watching her fall into this hole is just awful. Nancy [/QUOTE]
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