Lately I've been feeling like.....my "old" self!!! It's the complete opposite of the crazy, neurotic, stressed out, anxiety ridden woman that I've been for the last few years. I started noticing small changes a few weeks ago and this morning it really hit me. I almost feel like I'm coming out of a fog. I'm starting to enjoy things again. I can "taste" food and actually "hear" music again. I feel creative. I smile and laugh at little things. I feel lighthearted most days. I've been calm and patient and understanding. I care about ME again and it's a nice feeling. I'm not sure why or how this happened. Maybe because I've reached a certain level of detachment with difficult child?? Or maybe because subconsciously I was just so sick and tired of being such a "broken" woman?? I really don't know but I'm not going to question it. I'm just going to roll with it and take it day by day and keep trying to strengthen and improve myself until I'm fully 100% back to the real "me"!