Debdeb1031
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Bob and i have been really depressed about life in general these past few days/(weeks?)....Bills and little moments with chris have taken a toll on our relationship as well as our family....anyways this morning Bob and I were talking and Chris came into the room...I asked him to leave because we were talking....he wouldn't...i asked him over and over and he wouldn't get his butt out of the room....now granted it doesn't sound so horrific but add that to feeling so sad and down..i lost it....i yelled at him to get out of the room he yelled back no, so i went over to him and tried to drag him out as he is yelling screaming and kicking...i finally grabbed his ear and pulled him out and locked the door....i know it doesn't sound so bad, but with work and problems with bob, the stress made me break...i sat on my bed and just cried and cried...chris' ba came and they all went to the park, so now i can beat out my frustrations on my pile of laundry...chris has been doing really well..its just that now i'm at the point where even a little bit of defiance is just as bad as a meltdown...anyone else go thru that as well???? where you see good behavior that every little bad behavior is just so traumatic??? <sigh> even chain smoking isn't helping matters...i'm so depressed about all in general...thanks for letting me vent...i know you all have full plates of your own...