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<blockquote data-quote="DarkwingPsyduck" data-source="post: 687743" data-attributes="member: 20267"><p>Sorry, I am just now seeing this post. I don't lie frequently anymore. One of the best parts of rock bottom is that I no longer have <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/2012/censored2.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":censored2:" title="censored2 :censored2:" data-shortname=":censored2:" /> worth lying about. When I do lie, it is always something unimportant, and I always realize that as soon as it comes out of my mouth, so I correct myself. This isn't common, but happens enough that I find it odd. Really, I cannot explain it. I am sure there is some deep, psychological answer, but I don't know it. </p><p></p><p>I got so used to lying... I do not exaggerate when I say that every single word, and every single action was dedicated strictly for drugs. To maintain. I was too clever for my own good. I planned my every move days in advance. I would tell a lie without expecting any instant result. It was all a part of one giant scheme. The seemingly pointless I was telling at the time only made sense when you looked at the bigger picture. With a bird's eye view, you could start to see all of the connections. I got so good at doing this, it became second nature. Lying is a habit.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DarkwingPsyduck, post: 687743, member: 20267"] Sorry, I am just now seeing this post. I don't lie frequently anymore. One of the best parts of rock bottom is that I no longer have :censored2: worth lying about. When I do lie, it is always something unimportant, and I always realize that as soon as it comes out of my mouth, so I correct myself. This isn't common, but happens enough that I find it odd. Really, I cannot explain it. I am sure there is some deep, psychological answer, but I don't know it. I got so used to lying... I do not exaggerate when I say that every single word, and every single action was dedicated strictly for drugs. To maintain. I was too clever for my own good. I planned my every move days in advance. I would tell a lie without expecting any instant result. It was all a part of one giant scheme. The seemingly pointless I was telling at the time only made sense when you looked at the bigger picture. With a bird's eye view, you could start to see all of the connections. I got so good at doing this, it became second nature. Lying is a habit. [/QUOTE]
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