Between husband and difficult child and then easy child fighting with difficult child I am ready to go awol. Add in all the stress with applying for scholarships and the nursing program, plus finding out that difficult child's psychiatrist will be leaving and our primary care doctor has left! This doctor is for me and both kids. I am ready to scream, or just go hide. I need to get out, to go on a hike but that is not gonna happen untill next week. I have one more scholarship to apply for, and I had to be nominated to even apply, so I have to get that done. I have to have difficult child's record transferred from current psychiatrist to another psychiatrist as the other guy will not even see me without records--difficult child is not going to this appointment. So far the psychiatrist who does not bill insurance is looking pretty good. She seems very nice. Then easy child's cat has a huge abscess on his hind end. Usually I take care of this stuff at home, but this is beyond me. So now I get to set up a vet appointment. I need to get away, to go away for a few hours without any of this ****. And I have no idea who I want as a primary doctor for us. The one I wanted has a closed practice.