difficult child was able to take the first dose of suboxone today. He sounded very relieved and I'm hoping I can breathe a little sign of relief myself this evening. I also did some calling around today to find out about food pantries in our area becasue he called me asking if I could order him some food when he got out of his meeting and I texted him the name of someone I spoke to today that said all he has to do is call him tomorrow, because he does this every Friday, and tell him he needs a box of food and he will set one up for him and he can go pick it up. I'm not going to start ordering him food to be delivered to his hotel room, because once I do that once, you all know how that goes........ The only negative thing is he was talking about applying to a recovery house which would only cost him $135 a week, but today he said he's really liking the hotel he's staying at with his girlfriend for $250 a week, so i'm seeing the recovery house idea going down the tubes very quickly. I helped him this week when he was making the right choices and if he chooses to stay at the hotel, I need to step back and not give him a dime towards it. I told him that isn't going to get him anywhere. So as they say, time will tell!!