My difficult child has been pushing his luck way tooo far.As you know he refused to go to his last appointment for medication evaluation. Ran out of medications and so many other things ( those of your know the BS that he has been pulling) He made "plan" with his ex-girlfriends mom to go over there everyday after school before he goes to the gym that the JPO set up for him. So far he has not been anywhere that follows the plan and he claims that he told me but I was not listening. So I called his ex-girlfriends mom (by the way -they are the ones that "hid" him from him the three days he was gone) she said that he told her a whole different story and was upset since all off this other stuff just happened and he promised her that he would not lie to HER but he did! She wanted to stop difficult child form going over and seeing them but I told her that it was not a good idea because he will escalade and blame me and make things worse here at home. So I guess she decided that he could still go but she will not talk to me so I dont know what is going on over there. Anyway he has been Occupational Therapist (OT) of control --no going to school on time and skipping class and the Jpo is "playing games" with us and the MST --he won't return any of our calls. We just found out that he made accusations about Me (again) husband, MST and now the JPO. WE have a meeting on Tuesday to decide now what to do because even though he has been a pain, he had maintained safety. Property damage is another issue. I have worked so hard to get him home and worked on so much to try to "heal" our relationship so he can stay home but he keeps telling everyone that he does not want to be here and he has NO where else to go. There are no more options. He still is thinking that he is going to slide on by like ususal but I have this gut feeling that it is over for him and they are going to inforce the 2 year commitment I dont know what to do! The other day I left to go to the bank and difficult child asked how long i would be gone and i told him only a few min. and husband was here. Anyway I got a call from husband befor ei even fot down the hill that difficult child had taken my harddrive for the computer into the bedroom and trying to take it apart. He got it back and aparently it still works. Still ****** OFF about it. So next day difficult child had oral surgery to remove wisdom teeth and I thought things would be quiet for the weekend. NO not for ME. He demands to go to the football game at school and things have been so heated that MST says it s a good idea to get away from him. He invited some girl that he was trying to "hook up with" and we were so lost. we were over an hour late to pick her up then later she tells him that she has a boyfriend and just needed a ride back and forth. I feel bad for difficult child and give him money even though I told I was NOT going to give him any becasue he had not earned it. When he got home he was mad (no kidding) but while he ws gone I found out he had been rampaging easy child's bedroom and I tried to put it back to gether. easy child came home for the weekend and she is upset that difficult child went through her stuff and i told her I understand -we have been living it day in and out but I really feel that difficult child is not coming home after we have this meeting and I would like difficult child and easy child to be at least civil to eachother especially if he is going away for 2 years. Neither of my biological have a good relationship with the others and I really feel like "I need to make sure that the two will take care of eachother is something happens to me since all they really have is eachother" OHHH so much else!!! MY so called husband is drunk and locked me out of my bedroom. My easy child didn't want to even talk to me as soom as her friends and boyfriend showed up. I am struglling to stay a float and I feel like everyone is throwing me an anchor to sink my ship. HELP!!!HELP!!!!HELP!!!