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<blockquote data-quote="hearts and roses" data-source="post: 186584" data-attributes="member: 2211"><p><span style="font-family: 'Garamond'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkslateblue">That is my mantra right this very minute. I've quit smoking and I want so desperately to go down to the mini mart and grab a pack....difficult child had a meltdown this evening and first threatened to kill herself, and then H. I had gone to the gym and afterwards met a friend for a drink (I know, nice combo<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite2" alt=";)" title="Wink ;)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=";)" />). It was only 8PM...she called me freaking out, crying. Despite keeping my cool, she flipped out and said she was going to go insane if she was trapped here with H. I said, "I will be home in one hour - we'll talk then" and she said some not so very nice words and hung up on me. As I was pulling into the neighborhood, she called my cell and said she'd gotten a ride and was staying at a friend's house....meanwhile, </span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Garamond'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkslateblue">...all the way home I was imagining the worst...the house surrounded by cops and ambulances...me calling the cops when I found her bloodied body in her room, her funeral, would I cremate her?...finding H bloodied in bed, difficult child gone. Oh my Goodness, such horrible thoughts were rushing through my head...I of course, talked myself out of them because we all know she was just calling my bluff - trying to get a rise out of me. I wanted to turn my car around and go buy that pack of cigarettes, but I forced my car home.</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Garamond'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkslateblue">When I got home, she was leaving. There was a note on the table - an apology, mostly to H.. Apparently, they had some strong words for one another in my absence. I don't even care if H yells at her, but I do wish he wouldn't use curse words. I just think that's stooping to her level and we shouldn't do that. ANYWAY. It's not so much about that right now...</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Garamond'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkslateblue">I will not smoke, I will not smoke, I will not smoke............</span></span></span></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="hearts and roses, post: 186584, member: 2211"] [FONT=Garamond][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkslateblue]That is my mantra right this very minute. I've quit smoking and I want so desperately to go down to the mini mart and grab a pack....difficult child had a meltdown this evening and first threatened to kill herself, and then H. I had gone to the gym and afterwards met a friend for a drink (I know, nice combo:winking:). It was only 8PM...she called me freaking out, crying. Despite keeping my cool, she flipped out and said she was going to go insane if she was trapped here with H. I said, "I will be home in one hour - we'll talk then" and she said some not so very nice words and hung up on me. As I was pulling into the neighborhood, she called my cell and said she'd gotten a ride and was staying at a friend's house....meanwhile, [/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT] [FONT=Garamond][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkslateblue] [/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT] [FONT=Garamond][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkslateblue]...all the way home I was imagining the worst...the house surrounded by cops and ambulances...me calling the cops when I found her bloodied body in her room, her funeral, would I cremate her?...finding H bloodied in bed, difficult child gone. Oh my Goodness, such horrible thoughts were rushing through my head...I of course, talked myself out of them because we all know she was just calling my bluff - trying to get a rise out of me. I wanted to turn my car around and go buy that pack of cigarettes, but I forced my car home.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT] [FONT=Garamond][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkslateblue] [/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT] [FONT=Garamond][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkslateblue]When I got home, she was leaving. There was a note on the table - an apology, mostly to H.. Apparently, they had some strong words for one another in my absence. I don't even care if H yells at her, but I do wish he wouldn't use curse words. I just think that's stooping to her level and we shouldn't do that. ANYWAY. It's not so much about that right now...[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT] [FONT=Garamond][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkslateblue] [/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT] [FONT=Garamond][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkslateblue]I will not smoke, I will not smoke, I will not smoke............[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT] [/QUOTE]
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