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<blockquote data-quote="timer lady" data-source="post: 272104" data-attributes="member: 393"><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">It's been an awful day ..... my kids are out in some sort of treatment facilty or group home; husband is gone & I've never felt so alone on a Mother's Day before. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">I've spent this morning cleaning, as best I can, from all the chaos over the past week. Friday morning I had to get my bedroom ready for my new furniture - I started in husband's armoire. I'm not generally a yeller, but I screamed at husband with each dress shirt & suit coat I took out of his armoire. My heart seemed to break.</span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">I'm picking up the pieces this morning after kt's overnight pass Friday til yesterday evening. My new bedroom looks beautiful ~ there's enough room to use my walker. All of this change may be too soon however, I wasn't able to function. I felt stuck between a rock & a hard place. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">When all is said & done, my home will be a healthier place to live; the anger & sickness is being removed. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">Saying all that, husband always made me feel very special on Mother's Day. I spent so much time complaining about husband here that I rarely shared the things that made him special to me; the love he felt for his family. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">I hate addiction ~ husband stopped fighting.</span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">Thanks for listening ~ I think I'll take the rest of the day to paint. Maybe I'll do some masterpiece. </span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></span></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="timer lady, post: 272104, member: 393"] [SIZE=3][FONT=Comic Sans MS]It's been an awful day ..... my kids are out in some sort of treatment facilty or group home; husband is gone & I've never felt so alone on a Mother's Day before. I've spent this morning cleaning, as best I can, from all the chaos over the past week. Friday morning I had to get my bedroom ready for my new furniture - I started in husband's armoire. I'm not generally a yeller, but I screamed at husband with each dress shirt & suit coat I took out of his armoire. My heart seemed to break. I'm picking up the pieces this morning after kt's overnight pass Friday til yesterday evening. My new bedroom looks beautiful ~ there's enough room to use my walker. All of this change may be too soon however, I wasn't able to function. I felt stuck between a rock & a hard place. When all is said & done, my home will be a healthier place to live; the anger & sickness is being removed. Saying all that, husband always made me feel very special on Mother's Day. I spent so much time complaining about husband here that I rarely shared the things that made him special to me; the love he felt for his family. I hate addiction ~ husband stopped fighting. Thanks for listening ~ I think I'll take the rest of the day to paint. Maybe I'll do some masterpiece. [/FONT][/SIZE] [/QUOTE]
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